Just a little update...

I had a dream my life would be
so different form this hell I'm living,
so different now from what it seemed,
now life has killed
the dream I dreamed.

Where do I get a room like this?




http://www.purlbee.com/

Employment

Increasingly depressed about my employment situation. It's always been, if you're broke, get a job. If you're still broke, get another job. What if there are no jobs out there?


I hate life, I hate money, I HATE EVERYONE.


There, now I got the emo out of my system. Maybe I can begin to heaaaaal.

Just a Textbook Kind of Love

I was going through my endless piles of homework, rifling though textbooks and notes, trying to find answers to onerous problems. But inevitably a solution can be found. It all really depends on how determined I am to find it. The answer is out there, waiting to be googled, stumbled upon in a notebook, it was simply just written down and forgotten. But it's there.

Someone should make a textbook for feelings. They shouldn't be that much more difficult than a Mohr's circle problem. They should have definable units, measured quantities, and easy volumetric comparisons. I should be able to identify the parameters of my emotions, outline the equations, and formulate a solution to change my them into something practical.

I wish there was a solution out there, in a textbook, written out on some notebook paper.